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okay... i've finally cracked. (not like that, either... that was a long time ago). Today Joy left... and i'm crying. Its not dark, and im not not wearing makeup. Dammit! Those were two specific conditions i was only going to cry under... argh! Hopefully this mascara is as waterproof as it says it is... Okay well im not going to say anything more or you'll all know that i'm a wuss deep down inside... (except for these two things ive noticed: tears dripping off your chin are tickly... and my nose goes red when i get upset. lol ha ha *grin*)